On the way to meet Hoya you got a call from Kristen say she couldn’t make it. She had a doctor’s appointment that she totally forgot about until she recieved the phone call that morning confirming. You tried not to get nervous when you got to the restaurant. You didn’t want him to ask about Myungsoo. When you got there you both said your hellos and ordered something to eat. Then you two just started talking. And when you did you became more relaxed. You felt comfortable with Hoya. You didn’t think that was possible. The time passed by so quick because when you both looked at your watches again it had been two hours.

“I have a schedule in and hour so I have to head out. Let’s do this again sometime. I had a lot of fun.” Hoya said getting up.

“I’d like that.” You replied getting up yourself. You grabbed his phone out of his hand and put in your number. “Just text or give me a call when you have free time and want to meet up.”

He grabbed your phone and put his number in too. You guys walked out together and he flagged down a taxi for you. When the taxi stopped he opened the door for you to get in. When you were in he shut the door and waved by. You decided to do a little shopping instead of going home so you told the taxi driver to head out to the mall instead. When you were at the mall, the first thing you noticed was the phone store. Your contract was up and you wanted a new phone so you brought one. You ended up getting a new number. All your numbers and everything got transferred into your new phone. You decided to text Hoya so he would have your new number so if he text your old number you wouldn’t feel bad:

Hey I ended up going to the mall and got a new phone. This is the new nuber. Please don’t give it to anyone. See you again soon. ____.

You got a text back right away:

I just walked into the appartment. No problem. It looks like I have all day off tomorrow. Want to do something? ~ Hoya

You answered right away:

Ok. Text me tomorrow whenever. I’m not doing anything either.

You felt good after that. You did a little shopping and then went home and finished up your homework.

——MyungSoo’s POV——

I knew at once when Hoya got back. He was the only one gone. Everyone else was getting ready for the radio show. I was about to go over to Hoya until Dongwoo grabbed him and pulled him into our room telling Sungyeol to leave for a sec. Sungyeol shut the door behind him as he left. I was a little relieved because I was a little nervous going to talk to him.

“So, where’d you go?” Dongwoo asked.

Hoya looked from Dongwoo over to Myungsoo and figured out that we must have known already.” Ok. I went out to lunch with ____. We had a great time just chatting with eachother and getting to know one another. She calls me the brother she never had and she feels like my little sister. That’s it. It’s nothing more than that. After lunch I came right back here. And no she didn’t mention you at all Myungsoo.” Hoya said. “So you can stop looking at me like that. It’s a little scarey. Oh and by the way. She changed her number. I’m not allowed to give it to anyone so your just gonna have to ask her yourself.” Hoya looked over at Dongwoo. “Help me pickout something to wear please. We have to leave soon.”

Dongwoo looked over at Myungsoo and left. I walked over to my bed and landed face down on the pillow. I let out a frustrated scream. What am I gonna do? She even changed her number on me. I’m gonna have to do something big. Crap. Why is this so frustrating? I took out a pen and a notebook and decided to write a letter. Maybe this would help I thought to myself.

Walking home with Mir you felt like a teenager all over again. The only thing different this time was your parents weren’t there to question him. You really hated when they did that. They always thought that everyone was after your money. But Mir didn’t really know who you were. You were both really quiet.

“So, How did you like dinner?” Mir asked.

“I thought it was great. But I really liked what I got before dinner better.” You said looking at him with a little smirk which caused him to laugh.

“I’m sure you did. I couldn’t stop thinking about it throughout dinner.” he said.

“Was that before or after you were glaring at your friends?” You said laughing. He didn’t know what to say to that. “I know we just met and everything but for some reason I feel really comfortable with you. Do you want to come in for a little bit?”

“I’d like that.” He replied smiling.

For some reason you knew there was something behind that smile. You just didn’t know what just yet. You walked into your house and he followed right behind you shutting the door. “You want some coffee and a cupcake?” You said as you were walking to the kitchen.

“I’d like that.” Mir replied.

You walked into the kitchen and turned on the coffee maker. You grabbed the cupcakes out of the oven. You make 3 dozen cupcakes for the school bakesale today and you had a couple left over. Mir looked at the cupcakes and formed a smile on his face.

“I love me something sweet.” He said before he grabbed a cupcake and bit off half of it.

You couldn’t help but laugh. “Your such a kid.” 

“I know. That’s probably why you like me.” He said smiling.

The coffee was done and you made two cups and walked over to the small table by the window looking out at the lake. Mir grabbbed the cupcake plate and followed you.

“It must be nice looking out at the lake every morning?” He said.

“Yes it is. I just wish I had someone to look at it with.” You said trying not to sound sad.

“so, what happened?” He asked.

“What are you talking about?” You replied trying to act like you didn’t know.

“You sounded sad all of a sudden. I’m guessing a bad break up.” He replied.

You let out a sigh. “We dated for almost 2 years. I thought that things were going great. And that he liked me for me and not what I had. But in the end I found out he was cheating on me. I just upped and left after that. I’m not sure if he even noticed since he was never home. I probably should have figured it out earlier.”

“Don’t ever blame yourself for his mistake. That’s his fault not yours. He’s the one that lost something good. You found something better anyways.” He said with a smile.

“I haven’t found anything yet.” You said with a smirk. You couldn’t help but laugh at the look on his face when you said that. You walked to him and kissed him on the cheek. “You should probably head back now. The guys are probably wondering what’s taking you so long.”

“You’re probably right.” He replied smiling. He got up and pulled you towards him and gave you a quick kiss on the lips and then left.

You couldn’t help the smile on your face. This was going to be a fun vacation you thought to yourself.

——Mir’s POV——

Wow. I’ve never met a girl like her before. She’s totally different from the other girls I’ve met. She’s not into me for my fame and money. She just knows me as me. I walk into the house and the guys are all sitting in the living room relaxing waiting for me.

“And where have you been?” GO said smiling.

“Didn’t my mom tell you? I went and walked ____ home. We had a cup of coffee, talked for a little and here I am. Why what’s up?” I asked.

“You seem to be getting all cosy with ____. Never seen that happen before. Usually your all shy around people you like. What’s different about her? That’s what I want to know.” Seungho said.

“I guess it’s because she didn’t even know we were famous until I told her. It’s different. Refreshing I guess to have someone I can talk. Someone who knows me for me and not my fame and money I guess.” I replied.

The guys were all smiling at me. “Go get changed. I’m bored. Let’s play a game or something.” GO said.

I went to change into something comfortable and spend the rest of the night fooling around with the guys.

You woke up the next morning when you heard the doorbell ring. You went to go open it and it as a delivery guy.

“Are you ____?” He asked.

“Yes I am.” You replied.

“Then these are for you.” He said hanging you a dozen pink roses and a teddy bear and then left. 

You walked into the kitchen with your gifts and set them down on the counter. You grabbed the card from the teddy bear and read it:

I’m really sorry about what happened. Can you forgive me and come back?

You already knew who it was from. You didn’t think that he knew where you were but since he knew a lot of people he probably had someone find you. But the question was why. He never was like this when you guys were dating. He always left you alone and went to go do this or that. Why did he suddenly want you back? You thought to yourself. You like the flowers too much to throw them away so you put the in a vase on your kitchen table. The bear on the other hand you ended up throwing away with the card.

You hated the fact that with one kiss you melted in his arms and he knew it. You never felt this way with Jay. This was so different. He deepened the kiss. You liked that. You felt like you weren’t getting enough of him. You could feel his hands sliding up you thigh. Across your stomach. And then caressing your breast. It felt like you were burning inside you were so hot. His lips never left yours. He started to unbutton your shirt. All you had under was your bra. He lifted his lips from yours to take a look. He looked into your eyes and smiled. It was black with red roses. He then started kissing your neck and worked his way down to the top of your breast. He pushed them up with his hand and started to kiss and suck on him. It felt so good you started to moan. Woohyun imminently put his lips back on yours. He didn’t want anyone hearing you. He used his hands to caress your breast. You didn’t want to stop. But then all of a sudden you guys heard someone in the hall.

“Woohyun. Where are you? We’re about to begin.” They said.

“Crap.” Woohyun whispered. 

He buttoned up your shirt for you and set you back on the floor. He grabbed his phone out of his pocket and turned it on for light. He looked you in the eyes and said “We really need to talk.” Then walked out. “I’m right here. I just had to make a phone call.” You heard him say.

You moved your hands around the wall looking for the light switch. When you finally found it you turned it on and noticed you were in someones office. You looked around and noticed they had a mirror on the desk. You grabbed it to take a look at yourself before you went back. You looked fine except that your face was a little red. Hopefully Jay didn’t notice. You thought. You finally walked back to the office.

“Hey. Where have you been? I was looking for you.” Jay asked when you walked in.

“Sorry. I needed some fresh air.” You answered.

“Well, I wanted to tell you that Woohyun stayed and he’s doing the show with me.” He said with a look. “They also want you in the booth too because you know so many of my secrets.” he said laughing.

That made you laugh too. You knew every little thing about Jay. All the good and the bad. “I guess that’ll be fun. At least I’ll have something to talk about when I go into work.”

You walked into the booth and they had you sit next to Woohyun which put a smile on his face even though he was trying to hide it. You had fun. Everyone was joking around having a good time. The only thing that bothered you was Woohyun had his hand on your thigh and was rubbing it the whole time. You didn’t want to tell him to stop because you didn’t want anyone else to notice. The show lasted until midnight. They asked you a lot of questions and you were happy to answer. Jay wasn’t the type of person to tell everyone everything so when they found someone who knew him well they asked a lot. At midnight Jay offered to bring you home but then changed his mind.

“You know what. I think I’ll let Woohyun bring you home. I think it’s time to talk.” Jay said and left.

Woohyun looked at you confused. “I told him everything. There’s nothing he doesn’t know except what we did earlier. And if your gonna ask no we’re not dating. We’re just friends and are gonna keep it that way. You and I on the other hand. I really don’t know what we are and I’m not sure if I want anything between us right now.” You said. Then walked out the door. 

Woohyun followed you to the elevators down to the main floor. “He’s right though. We really do need to talk.”

“Yea.” You said quietly. “I know.”

You two walked out the doors onto the sidewalk and they had a taxi waiting for you. You both got in and Woohyun shut the door. You told the taxi driver your address and you two headed out. You guys didn’t talk at all in the car. You both just stared out the window looking at the stars. The taxi finally pulled up to your building.

“I guess you should come in. We minus well have that conversation. I know your dying to know where I live.” You said as you were paying the taxi driver. 

Woohyun got out of the car and walked with you to your house. When you got to your door you pulled out your keys and opened it. After Woohyun walked in you locked the doors and walked into the kitchen. You put your coat and purse on the counter and grabbed two bottles of water from the fridge. You took off your shoes and left them in the hallway and walked to the sofa. You put the drinks down on the table. Woohyun walked over and took a seat.

“Let me change real quick first. I’m dying to get comfortable.” You said and walked into your room.

You took off your clothes and put them in the laundry basket in the closet. You only had on your bra and panties. You were about to look for something to put on when Woohyun grabbed you and turn you around. His lips came down on top of yours and you were lost. Your arms wrapped around his neck to pull him closer. You noticed that he had taken everything off except for his tank top and his jeans. As you were holding him he undid your bra hook so it came lose and could come off anytime. He grabbed your ass and lifted you up so your legs wrapped around him. You thought he was gonna push you against the wall again but he walked over to the bed and placed you in the middle and climbed on top of you making sure not to put too much weight on you. He started kissing you again and pulled your bra away. You had nothing to cover yourself with. He started trailing kissed from your soft spot by your ear down to your breast where he ended up sucking and squeasing them. He knew all the right spots that made you feel so good on the first try. It’s like you guys had done this a million times when this is actually the first time for you two. He moved his hands down and removed your panties. You were already wet for him. He started to slide two fingures in and out. Moving them around and in deep. You couldn’t help but moan because it felt so good.

“Is this what you like ____?” He asked oving his fingures a little faster.

You didn’t have the strength to say yes so you pulled his head down for a kiss. If he kept doing that you were gonna come.

“It’s ok baby. Come for me. This isn’t the end yet. You are mine and I won’t share you with anyone.” He said before he started kissing you again.

You tried to go through the work day without thinking about the bunch of flowers in your office. But you couldn’t. You went into your office and took 3 roses out and cut the stem off where there was only a little bit and put it in your hair since you had your hair up. It looked like you were going somewhere formal but you liked it. Even though you were mad at him you couldn’t take it out on the flowers. Everyone gave you compliments on them which made you happy. After your shift you went to your office and grabbed your things and decided to take the flowers home instead of leaving them at work. You got home and changed into an outfit that matched the flowers. You wanted to look nice because you didn’t know who was gonna be at the station when you went with Jay. Jay came to pick you up at 6 and you guys went out to grab something to eat.

“Let’s grab a burger and fries. I haven’t eaten yet and we might be there a while.” Jay suggested.

“That’s a good idea. I didn’t know how hungry I was until you said that.” You said smiling.

You guys grabbed the food and decided to just bring it with you instead of eating it in the car. You guys got to the building and took the elevator up to the 11th floor. You two walked into the room and you could see in the radio booth and you stopped dead in your tracks. Infinite was in the booth. They didn’t see you yet. You walked out of the room and grabbed Jay.

“Jay are you doing the show with anyone? Or are you by yourself?” You asked.

“Oh. I forgot to mention. Infinite is going on before me. When they leave it’s just me. They should be on for about another half hour. It’s ok. It’ll give us time to eat and talk. I want to know why you have that expression on your face.” Jay asked.

You looked a little worried. “Ok. Let me go grab my things I put down and then we can find somewhere else to eat?” You asked.

“Ok.” Jay replied and waited outside.

You walked in hoping that no one would notice you. You grabbed your things but when you looked up Woohyun noticed you through the glassed and was shocked. You were about to leave when his manager called you.

”____. How have you been? I haven’t seen you in a while. What are you doing here?” Woohyun’s manager asked.

“Oh. Hi. I’ve been doing good. Just got back from overseas. Went to do some charity work. I’m actually here with a friend. He’s suppose to go on next.” You answered. You could feel Woohyun watching you through the glass.

“Your friends with Jay Park?” his manager said surprised.

“Yes I am. We’ve known eachother along time. I’ve got to go eat now. Nice talking to you again.” You said and walked out.

——WooHyun’s POV——

I can’t believe that was her. What was she doing here? I asked if I could have a bathroom break and walked out. I went up to our manager. 

“Who was that?” I asked trying not to act obvious.

“Oh. That was ____. She’s actually here for the next segment. She came with Jay Park. She said their friends and he’s on after you guys.” His manager said.

Wow. This must be a small world. I thought. What were the odds that Jay Park would be on after us and ____ would come with him.

“Do you think I could stay for the next segment if they let me?” I asked.

“I guess so. We’re jsut gonna head back home after this anyways. Don’t stay too late though.” My manager said.

I asked the radio producer and they thought it’d be a great idea if I stayed. After our program I watched everyone leave and I sat in the corner of the room just waiting for ____ to get back.

You guys went up tothe roof to eat and look at the stars.

“Ok. It’s time to tell me what’s wrong?” Jay asked.

You looked a little worried but you ahd to talk to someone. “Last year a might a guy as I was walking out of the mall. I didn’t think anything about him until he showed up at the hospital a couple days later ingured and he had to be admitted for a couple of weeks. While he was there we got closer and I fell for him. But one day I walked in on him and another girl was kissing him.” Jay gave you a look. “I know. It wasn’t him kissing her but her kissing him. I was so shocked I walked out and left to Brazil. And that’s when you came in and made me feel better. But yesterday I ran into him at that restaurant kissing another girl. That’s why I wanted to go somewhere else. And it just so happens that it’s Woohyun from the group Infinite. That’s why I was shocked when I saw them. I really don’t want to see him right now.” You said. 

“Well, I’m glad you finally told me. I was wondering why you were said. But you really need to just sit down with him and talk. I want you to be happy. And I’ve never seen you this miserable. They should be gone by now. Come on. Let’s go down. I’m on in about 2 minutes.” Jay said.

You followed him down. When you walked into the room it was empty or at least you thought it was. Jay went straight into the booth and you watched him set up. Then all of a sudden someone grabbed your arm and dragged you out of the room. You looked over and it was Woohyun. You didn’t want to scream or yell at him because you didn’t want to attract attention. He tried opening doors until he finally found one that was unlocked. He pulled you into the room and shut the door. It was pitch black. He didn’t turn on the light he just pushed you up against the door then you felt his lips on yours. You were so shocked at first you didn’t know what to do. But then he pressed his body closer to yours and you could feel his heat. You couldn’t fight it anymore you put your arms around his neck to pull yourself closer and kissed him as if you were going to die the next day. He lifted your legs and wrapped them around his waist. You felt everything. You were so shocked he did that but it just felt to good. You couldn’t help but moan a little when he started to kiss down your neck. 

“God I’ve missed you.” Woohyun said.

Right when he said that you snapped out of your daze and he knew it so his lips landed on yours again and you were gone…

——WooHyun’s POV——

I ran outside just to watch the taxi drive away. People were taking pictures left and right. I still didn’t know who she was meeting because I know she doesn’t like to eat alone. The camera’s all turned around and finally saw me. They started to take pictures.

“I’ll let you take pictures if I could see your camera first.” I said to one of the camera men. He handed me the camera and I started looking through the pictures. I finally found the one with ____ and her date. I couldn’t believe my eyes. “Is that Jay Park?” I asked the camera guy.

“Yes it is. I beleive the girl with him is his ex. They were together for a long time. No one still knows why they broke up. Some people say they’re back together since he went down to Brazil to help her out with her charity work. They’ve been hanging out ever since. I’m not sure if it’s true or not but they won’t confirm or deny it either.” The camera guy said.

I handed him back his camera and let him take his pictures before I went back inside the restaurant. I kept on wondering if she tried to call me or not since I didn’t have a phone right now. I went back into the restaurant and paid the bill. Then I told my ex I had to leave and decided to head to the phone store. I needed to replace my phone asap. I got there and got the new iphone. Since I backed up my phone they were able to get all my contacts and everything back. I looked at my voice mail and  had 10 messages. I listened to the first 8 and they were from my parents. Then I got to the 9th one:

Woohyun. It’s ___. I’m back in town. I really want to see you. Can we meet up?

This was over a month ago. About the time she first got back. Then I listened to the last one:

I really missed you when I was gone and I really want to give it another try. Can you call me back please.

I felt like I just got punched in the stomach. After leaving this message she probably thought that I didn’t care about her anymore. And after seeing me with my ex she probably thought the worst. I’m such an idiot. I should of got a new phone a long time ago. Why did I have to wait? I knew when she was gonna be back. I need to make things right. I took a taxi to her appartment. I started to knock on the door and someone I didn’t reconize answered.

“Is ___ here?” I asked.

“Oh no. Sorry. I’m Britney. She moved out last month. I’m a friend of hers. I took over her lease for her. She was a bit heartbroken over something so she decided to start over fresh. I could text her if you want.” Britney said. She grabbed her phone and text ____. It looked like ____ text right back. “I’m sorry she said she doesn’t want to talk to you. And for you to leave her alone.” Britney said. “I would tell you where she lives but I haven’t been to her house yet either. All I know is her ex helped her move. Hey wait a sec. Aren’t you one of the members from Infinite? How does she get all these hot famous guys and I can’t find anyone. “

“Yes I am. I’m Woohyun. Nice to meet you Britney.” I said and walked out.

So now she doesn’t even want to talk to me. I still can’t believe she moved though. I need to find a away to talk to her. Her work. I thought. That’s the only place I know she’ll be everyday. I thought. I went home feeling a little down. I walked into the house and everyone looked at me. I didn’t feel like talking so I walked into my room, changed and got into bed. I fell asleep looking at my phone which had ____’s picture as my wall paper.

I got into the taxi and we drove off to a different restaurant a couple blocks away.

“What’s wrong?” Jay asked.

“I saw someone I didn’t want to see. I don’t want to talk about it right now. How was your day?” You said with a smile.

“The same old thing. But I love it. I’m doing a radio show tomorrow night. Do you want to come? It’ll be fun.” Jay asked.

“I’d love to. Since I switched to first shift I feel more energized and I can do a lot more. Exspecially spend time with your dorky butt.” You said laughing. You always had a good time with Jay now. You guys both decided that being friends was better for you. You both wanted the other to be happy. You two got to the restaurant and got seated. Jay ordered for you and knew exactly what you wanted which made you smile. He pretty much knew everything about you. You two were having a good time until you got a text from your friend Britney:

Hey. I know your out with Jay but there’s a guy here asking about you. I told him you moved so I’d thought I’d text you and let you know.

The only person that would go by your old place was Woohyun. And you didn’t want to talk to him. You were happy that Britney hasn’t seen your new place yet because if she did she probably would have given him your address. You quickly sent a text and turned off your phone:

I don’t want to talk to him. Just tell him to leave me alone.

You went back to enjoying your dinner but Woohyun kept coming into your head. You tried not to show it because you didn’t want Jay to worry. After dinner Jay took you home. You gave him a kiss on the check and went inside. You changed and got into bed. You knew that Woohyun was probably asleep already since it was late and he probably had to get up early in the morning. You decided to send him a text. You blocked your number so he wouldn’t know what it was:

Woohyun. It seems like you moved on so can you please just leave me alone. I don’t want to go through this heartbreak again. ~ ____.

You looked at the message again before you sent it and then went to bed. Tomorrow was another day and hopefully it brought you some joy. You were looking forward to going to the radio station with Jay. He’s never brought you with him to his job with him so this was a new experience for you.

The next morning you went into work and there was a vase of 3 dozen yellow roses on your desk. They were your favorite flowers. You grabbed the card and opened it to read:

____. I’m so sorry. I was never back with my ex. I know I messed up but can we talk about it. I didn’t have a phone for a while because I dropped it into the water. I just got it replaced last night when I saw you. That’s when I got your messages. Please. Please give me another change.

You couldn’t help but cry. Why is this happening all over again? You thought.

——WooHyun’s POV——

I woke up the next morning to an empty bed. I got up and walked all around ___’s house and she was gone. All her things were gone. I went back into her room to grab my phone and found her note on her pillow for me:

Woohyun,

I was to afraid if I woke you up that I wouldn’t be able to say goodbye. I thought we were getting close hanging out with eachother everyday but I guess I was wrong. I finally found someone that I might be able to fall in love with again and he turned out to be exactly what I didn’t want. But that’s just who you are. You didn’t have to lie to me about having a girlfriend. At least if you would have told me I wouldn’t be so badly hurt now. Maybe when I get back things will change or maybe not but I hope you have a good life.

~____

I couldn’t believe it. I messed up what could have been the best thing to happen to me. Why am I so stupid? I called the hospital and they said she would be gone for 6 months. I asked the doctor when she decided to go and they told me a couple of days ago. All because of me. What am I gonna do now? I grabbed the note and put it in my pocket. Then I left. I got back to the dorm and everyone was there waiting for me. I totally forgot about our promotion thing today. I quickly showered and dressed and we left. The next 6 months were a blur. I just focused on work and pretty much nothing else. My ex came around more often. I just felt happy for some reason when she was around. We’d go out to lunch and hang out all the time now. It was different from before. My picture was always in the paper now. We went out on a boat and I dropped my phone in the water. I haven’t had time to get another one yet though. We’ve been busy with our concert and TV shows. Then one day I was at a restaurant with my ex. She walked up to me after dinner and kissed me. When the kiss ended I looked up and saw ____ starring at me. I was so shocked I didn’t know what to do. “I’m sorry for interrupting the moment” you heard her say. I haven’t seen her in so long and then I suddenly see her out of know where. Has she called me? I wondered since I didn’t have a phone. I walked out quickly after her but I didn’t catch her in time. She jumped in a taxi with someone you couldn’t see and left. There were people trying to take picture of the people in the taxi as they left. I went up to one of them.

“Do you know who was in that taxi?” I asked.

“That was Jay Park and his ex I believe. Never would have thought I’d see them together again after he cheated on her. but I guess over time things change. It’s been a while since they broke up but I believe he said they were just friends now.” The camera guy said.

Why is she with him again? Are they really just friends or are they actually dating. I’ve been waiting for her to get back and when she finally see’s me I mess it all up again. What is wrong with me. 

You pretty much cried the whole flight. You couldn’t believe right when you finally opened up your heart again it could be broken that quick. I can’t blame him because she kissed him but he didn’t do anything to stop her. It’s my ex all over again. You were gone for about 2 months. Then suddenly when you were going to work you turned the corner and walked right into your ex(who is Jay Park).

“Jay. What are you doing here?” You asked.

“All I can think about is you. I tried shutting everything out and focusing on work but you keep coming into my mind. I’m so sorry for not doing anything. Can you forgive me? I don’t expect you to take me back but I want to at least be friends. We were so comfortable with each other. I told you everything. I miss that. I took my leave just to come down here and help you out.” Jay said.

He’s never done anything like this before. You were so shocked. It was a different side of him. But you knew in your heart you didn’t love him like that anymore. Someone else had stolen it and it hurt real bad but you tried to hide. For the next couple of month you and Jay got close again. You guys told each other everything and he made all the sadness go away. You liked having him around now. But the sadness always came back when you were trying to sleep. It was finally the day you got back to Korea. Jay would have came with you but he had and overseas event to go to so he wouldn’t be back for 2 weeks. You got back to your apartment and it just felt weird. The last time you were here Woohyun was here with you. You decided that you should just move into some thing new and fresh. That way no one knew where you were unless you wanted them too. You started packing up your things without even finding a place yet. You just wanted to go out once you found some place. You called up Jay and asked if he knew some place for you to go and he gave you a number of a friend. That friend found you a place you loved within 3 days. You were really great full. He even helped you move your things in because Jay asked him too. You called Jay and thanked him for that. It took you a full week but you were finally moved in and you loved it. You called Jay and thanked him. He told you he wouldn’t be back for another week. You got kind of sad then. You went to bed that night and all you could think about was Woohyun. You decided to give him a call but it went straight to voice mail:

Woohyun. It’s ___. I’m back in town. I really want to see you. Can we meet up?

After the first two days you decided to call again:

I really missed you when I was gone and I really want to give it another try. Can you call me back please.

You waited days and then it became weeks and he didn’t return your call. You got a call from Jay to meet for dinner. You got to the restaurant before him and walked in to get a table. As you walked in you stopped Woohyun. It shocked you since you’ve been waiting for him to call you. But now you understood why. He was back with his ex. “Sorry for interrupting the moment” you said and then walked out. You saw Jay getting out of a taxi and told him to get back in and you got in with him and left.

“I just want to eat at another place instead. Let’s go.” You said to Jay. He shock his head yes and you two headed to another place.

You were on the way to your house. Jonghyun was driving. It felt wierd bringing a guy home. You haven’t been with anyone since your husband died. It was just too painful. But enough was enough. You needed to move on and Jonghyun made you see that. You know your husband would want you to just be happy. He hated seeing you sad. You didn’t know if Jonghyun was gonna be the one to replace him but you were willing to give it a try. He was the only one in years that’s actaully put in an effort to spend some time with you. What could it hurt?  You got to your place and he parked the car. He grabbed your bags for you and you let him into the house. It was a big house for someone living alone but you liked having a big space to yourself. You grew up having so little. When your husband dies he left everything to you. So you had more money than you possibaly could want. You didn’t even have to work but you hated not doing anything. You had him put the luggage in your room. When he came out you were sitting on your sofa. He came over and sat next to you.

“Your place is really nice.” Jonghyun said.

“Thanks. It took a while but I got it to where I want it. I had to fix a lot of things before I was happy with it. My favorite is probably the kitchen. Have you eaten yet?” You asked.

“Actually no I haven’t.” He answered.

“Why don’t you help me and I’ll make us some dinner. How about some seafood pasta? Everyone loves it.” You asked.

“I’d love that.” He said smiling.

You two walked into the kitchen. You took out all the ingrediants you needed to make the food. You had him wash all the seafood for you. You boiled the water to cook the pasta. You guys were having a good time. He kept bumpping into you just to touch you and you did the same. You haven’t felt this comfortable with a guy in a long time and it just felt nice. You always felt that you would jinx the next guy you were with. You didn’t want t lose another person you loved and cared for you so tried not to care for fall for anyone. You decided to be alone for the rest of your life but Jonghyun is changing things. You didn’t yet know if it was gonna be a good thing or a bad thing yet. You finished cooking and put it all on one plate. Jonghyun started to feed you. You did the same for him.

“How do you like it?” You asked.

“It’s so good. You’re a great cook. Where did you learn?” He asked.

“I took some classes. Or should I say a lot of classes. I could teach you. It’ll be fun.” You said smirking at him.

“I’d like that.” He said. He pulled you to him and kissed you. It was light at first but then turn passionate. It seemed like he didn’t want to let you go. “I’ve been waiting to do that again.”

You guys had fun finishing the food and getting to know eachother. You two decided to take it slow. You wanted to get the past out of the way and look on to the future. He helped uyou clean up the kitchen. Then you guys went over to the sofa and sat down. 

“Do you want to watch a movie?” You asked.

“That’s be nice right now. ” He answered.

You went into your room and changed into your pj’s. You had on some pink  pj bottoms and a white tank top. You grabbed a blanket so you two could stay warm. You grabbed the remote and got onto the sofa. He was already lying down on the sofa so you just got in front of him. He pulled you against his chest and tossed the blanket on top of both of you. You were scimming through the channels. “What do you want to watch?” You asked.

“I’ll watch whatever you want to watch.” He answered.

One of your favorite movies was the Twilight series and the thrid part was on TV. It just started and the movie was 2 1/2 hours long. You decided to pick that sinc eyou really didn’t want him to leave. It just felt right for him to be there. He put his arm around your stomach and held you near. Throughout the movies he kept giving you kisses on your neck. It just made you smile. Towards teh end of the movie he fell asleep. You didn’t want to wake him. The room was all dark except for the TV. You were getting tired yourself. You decided to just turn off the TV and go to sleep. 

——JongHyun’s POV——

I woke up in the middle of the night a little confused about where I was. Then when someone moved in my arms I knew. The moon was shinning though the window so I could see ___ just a little bit. Looking at her peaceful face put a smile on my face. She didn’t want me to leave so she just let me sleep. But then again I didn’t want to leave either. I reached into my pocket for my phone without waking her up. I had 7 missed calls and 12 text message. Everyone was worried for me. I quickly sent a text Key to let him know what happened and where I was. Key sent a text back right away and said he’d take care of everything for me. I turned my phone off and went back to sleep pulling ___ closer to me. This night couldn’t get any better…

He was different from what you expected him to be. He was a famous idol but he acted like a regular guy. He was kind of shy but loving and caring at the same time. You wouldn’t have expected that from him. You guys shopped around at all different kind of stores. Everytime you were about to pay for something you wanted he would always stop you and pay for it first.

“You have to let me pay for something.” You said to Hoya.

“Oh. You’ll pay me back. Just not with money.” He looked at you with a smirk and looked away real quick because he was embarrassed.

You couldn’t help but smiling yourself. Everytime you thought about Hoya you wanted to know what it would be like to kiss him. He grabbed you and wrapped his arm around your back. You fit into his arm perfectly. It was like you two were already a couple. But that was yet to be decided. You two decided to eat some pasta for dinner. Hoya picked out the restaurant. As you were about to walk in you heard someone call your name. You turned around and saw who it was.

“Micheal. What are you doing here?” You said.

“Actually I was on my way to have some lunch before my meeting. What are you doing here?” Micheal looked over at Hoya and then back to you. “This much be him.”

“Yes it is. Hoya, this is my brother Micheal and Micheal this is my date Hoya. Both of you be nice.” You said looking at both of them.

“Nice to meet you Hoya. Nice move making her call you first. She never does so you must have made a good impression on her.” Micheal said.

“Thank you. I guess I did. Do you want to join us for lunch?” Hoya asked.

“I’d like that.” Micheal answered.

The three of you went in and had a great lunch. Hoya and Micheal got along really well. You couldn’t be any happier. When it was time to order dessert Micheal had to bail. “I have to head out to my meeting before I’m late. Let’s do this again sometime. We don’t get to see eachother often.” Micheal said to you. He got up and gave you a kiss on the check. “Love you. I’ll call you later. Bye Hoya.” Then he left.

“I like your brother. He’s really nice and seems to really care about you.” Hoya said.

“Thanks. He likes you too.” You said back.

“So, what do you want to do now that he’s gone?” Hoya asked.

“Let’s grab the dessert to go and watch a movie at my place. It’s not that far from here.” You answered.

“Sounds good to me.” Hoya said with a smile. He went to go order dessert and pay for lunch. 

As you were about to walk out the front you notice a whole bunch of paparazzi. You asked the waiter if there was another entrance and he lead you to the back door. You thanked him and hurried on to your place. Luckily for you your place had a secerity guard. No one was allowed in until they were invited by a person who lived there. You said hi to him and headed up to your place. Once inside you relaxed a little. Hoya started looking around.

“Your place is real nice.” He said.

“Thanks. I got it after I released my third book. I wanted a place where I could feel at home and not be bothered by people. That’s why I stay on the top floor. I only have one other neighbor. I’m pretty sure you’d know who he is.” You said.

Hoya looked at you with a lot of intrest. “Who is it?”

“Well he’s a member of Big Bang. He just moved in a couple of days ago or else I would have thought it was him who invited me to the music awards.” You anwsered.

“Oh really.” He said excited. “I’ve wanted to meet them for a while. But last year they were on break because of everything that happened. Which one of htem is it? Are you close.”

You couldn’t help but laughing. He was like a kid on Christmas day. “Well, you could say I’m close. We have dinner at least once a week and we talk and excerise together whenever he’s home. I think he was home when I left but he wasn’t alone. I’m pretty sure some of the other members were over to see the place. And since your a dancer I’m guessing you’ll like that it’s Taeyang that lives there.” He was smiling like crazy. “I’ll introduce you some other time. I don’t want to bother him if he has people over. So, what do you want to watch? I have a lot of movies in my media room. Come and he.”

You two walked in and he was really surprised. You turned one of your rooms into a book/computer/office/movie shelf room. There was pretty much nothing you didn’t have since you didn’t like going out that much. “Wow that’s a lot. I’m going to like it here.” He said smiling up at you. He went up to you and pulled you near. “I think it’s time for my repayment.” He said smiling at you right before he pulled you in for a kiss. Once he did that you were lost in his arms. You couldn’t think about anything other than getting closer to him. After a couple of minutes he pulled his head back. “Wow. I think we should watch that movie now. It’s only our first date. I don’t want to go to far.” 

He was the sweetest thing. Thinking about you first. You grabbed a movies and dragged him to the sofa in the living to watch it. “When do you have to be back?” You asked.

“I don’t have to be back until tonight. Maybe we can have dinner before we go.” Hoya asked. 

“That sounds good to me. I’ll call Taeyang and see if he’s free tonight so you can meet him too.” You said smiling.

You felt really happy the next couple of days. You didn’t think you’d be brave enough to give him a kiss but you did and it surprised you. You couldn’t not smile at all. All you had to do was think about that kiss and you had a big smile on your face. Work was so much better now that you culd choose your own cases. You like taking cases that you felt strongly about not just any old case. You were texting and talking to Dongwoo a lot now. And you liked that. You haven’t been able to see him for a couple of weeks though. Either you were busy with a case or he was busy with some type of promotion for their album. You decided to give him a call since you had all weekend off.

“Hello.” You said.

“Hey beautiful. How’s your day going?” Dongwoo answered.

“It’s going good. Almost finish prepping this case. What are you guys up to this weekend?” You asked.

“Um. Let me check. Hold on a sec.” Dongwoo said. You could hear him talking to another member. “Well, It’s looks like we have this weekend off.”

“Good.” You said happily in the phone. “I have this weekend off too. What would you like to do? Last time I picked.”

“Well, How about dinner and a movie? And maybe some karaoke after.” Dongwoo suggested.

“Sounds good to me.” You said smiling.

“Oh yea I forgot. Myungsoo wants to know if he can come along. He was kind of sad he didn’t get to go along last time. But he wasn’t home so I didn’t bring him. Maybe you can ask Andrew to come along also. The more the better.” Dongwoo asked.

“That’s great. I love hanging out with Myungsoo. I’ll call Andrew right now. I’ll call you tonight. Bye.” You said.

“Ok. Talk to you later. Bye.” And he hung up.

You called Andrew and he said he’d loved to go. He was so busy with work himself he just wanted to get away. Now that you had soething to look forward to this weekend you tried to finish up your work as fast as you could. It felt like nothing could stop you at the moment. You finished work a little early and decided to do some shopping. You wanted to find a new outfit to wear this weekend. You haven’t been shopping in a while so you knew this was gonna be fun.

——DongWoo’s POV——

I was at a photo shoot with the rest of the guys. It was our final one for your concert tour. I was really excited. It was our break time and I was fooling around with Myungsoo when I got a phone call and it was ___. We set up plans for the weekend. I was excited. I was about to hang up when I looked over at Myungsoo. I totally forgot. I asked if he could come along and she happily said yes. Myungsoo smiled then. We said our goodbyes and hung up.

“We have a date this weekend.” I said.

“Sounds good to me. I didn’t have anything to do. Should we tell the rest of the guys?” He asked.

“No it’s ok. I’m sure they have their own plans for the weekend. Woohyun’s always out when he has free time and Sunggyu just likes to relax. Maybe we could ask Hoya. I don’t know. Did you want to bring someone?” I asked. 

“Not really anyone you want to ask is fine by me. I know if you mention karaoke Woohyun’s gonna want to go.” He said laughing.

“Yea. Let’s not tell anyone then.” I said.

“Tell anyone what.” I heard. I turned around and it was Hoya.

“Oh. Do you want to go out with us this weekend? We’re meeting up with ___ and Andrew for dinner, a movie and some karaoke?” I asked.

“Sounds like fun. I’m in. Better not tell anyone else. It’ll be too crowded if everyone goes and we’ll attract a lot of antention too.” Hoya suggested.

“Sounds good to me. Let’s go finish our shoot. It’s getting late and I want to head to my mom’s restaurant like I promised. You guys want to come and eat?” I asked.

“Oh yea.” I heard them both say at the same time. “Your mom is the best.”

We finished up the shoot and the three of us went to see my mom. When we got there she was so excited. “My babies. Have a set. I’m sure you guys are hungry. Let me make something special and then we can eat together.”

“We need to come here more often. I love your mom. ” Hoya said.

“Yea. Maybe next time I’ll invite everyone. I just didn’t want to overtire her since she was busy today.” I answered. Mom walked out then with a whole bunch of food. We all ate and chatted and then went home. We couldn’t stay out to late since we had a radio show in the morning.

When the nurses left you called up his manager and told him that Woohyun could be released. They were really happy to hear that and said they would be there in an hour. You went to go get all the paper work in the nurses station to fill out. You heard the nurses mention that the girl left but you didn’t really care. You finished the paper work just in time. His manager walked in two minutes later.

“Let me go tell him to get ready then you can take him when he’s done.” You told his manager.

“Thank you so much for looking after him. We’re grateful.” He said.

“No it’s ok. I’m just doing my job. Just make ssure he doesn’t have to come back again.” You told his manager. Then whispered “ever” as you walked into the room. He was sitting on the bed staring out the window. He turned around as you walked in.

”___ I can explain.” Woohyun said.

“There’s nothing to explain.” You said putting up your hand to stop him from talking. “We’re nothing to eachother.” You tossed the clipboard with his paperwork on the bed. He looked down at it and then up at you. “Your being discharged today. Your managers waiting outside. Try not to get hurt again. And if you do please don’t come here next time. Have a good life Woohyun.” You said walking out the door. You looked back one last time with watery eyes and he was just standing there looking at you. He had sadness in his eyes. What did he have to be sad about? He’s the one that did something not you. As you shut the door you looked at his manager. That girl was bugging you so you had to ask.

“Does Woohyun have a girlfriend? I’m just curious.” You asked.

“Yes he does. From what I hear they’re still together. Why do you ask?” His manager said.

“Oh. It’s nothing. I just think she came to visit this morning. That’s all. Have a nice day. And if you need me for anything here’s my card. It has my number here at the hospital and my cell phone number where you can reach me if it’s an emergancy.” You said handing him the card.

“Thank you again.” He said as you were walking off. You heard Woohyun walk out of the room then also but didn’t want to look back. All you heard was his manager.

“Let’s head back. The guys are gonna be happy to just see you home.”

You went about the rest of the day thinking about what you saw earlier. He never told you he had a girlfriend. Why would he even flirt with you if he had one? Were you always ment to be alone. It just felt like you were. When you got home that night you looked at your phone and you had 21 voice mails. You checked each one and everytime you heard Woohyuns voice you erased the call. They were all from him until the last one. You listened to it carefully:

“Hi ___. This is Karen from the hospital charity. You applied to volunteer your time in another country for 6 months. We looked over your application and we would definally like you to come with us to brazil and help out. We’re leaving next week. I know you just became a doctor so if you changed your mind just give me a call and let me know.”

You thought about what you wanted and what happened today. You might be doing it out of anger but you always wanted to travel and you loved helping out people. You gave her a call right back but it went to voice mail so you left a message:

“Hi Karen it’s ___. I would love to go. I’ll let my boss know tomorrow and start packing. This is going to be fun.”

You hung up and fell on the sofa. This was gonna be a change for you. Hopefully a good one. The next two weeks went by in a blurr. You were busy packing and getting everything settled for when you leave. It was the night before you were leaving so you stayed home to relax. You heard a knock at the door and went to go open it. It was Woohyun. He walked in, shut and locked the door. He pushed you into the wall and started kissing you passionatly. You were shocked at first but then started kissing him back. It just felt right. He lifted your legs and wrapped them around his stomach. There was nothing inbetween you. You could feel everything. He lifted his head away from you. You could see sorrow in his eyes.

“I’m sorry about before. I know I never told you I had a girlfriend. I was gonna break up with her when I hurt myself that day and totally forgot after that. When she came to see me I broke it off but she didn’t want that. That’s why she kissed me and that’s when you walked in. It’s over with her. I promise you that. Can you forgive me?” Woohyun asked. “I haven’t been the same anymore. I don’t want to do anything. Knowing that I don’t have you is killing me. I need you in my life.” He looked around and finally saw your suitcases. “Are you leaving?”

“I’m leaving for awhile. I’m going to do some volunteer work.” You said.

“Please don’t leave me. I’ll do anything.” He said crying.

He was still holding you against the wall. You took your thumbs and whiped away his tears. “I don’t know if I can forgive you. I already told you about my ex. How could you do the exact same thing. It just hurt so much.”

He leaned in and just started planting kisses on your neck, then cheeks then finally on your lips. You couldn’t fight it anymore you kissed him back. “I want you so bad. I’ve never felt like this before. I’ll wait for you if I have to. Can I stay with you tonight? Just like before?” He asked.

You looked into his eyes and couldn’t say no. So you shook your head yes and he carried you over to your bed. He held you tight until you both fell asleep. You woke up the next morning at 6 am. You had to be at the airport in 30 minutes. You grabbed a pen and paper and wrote Woohyun a letter. You didn’t have the nerve to wake him up to say goodbye. You put the note next to him on the bed and gave him a kiss before you left…

You’ve been out of the country for school for a couple of years now. But you always kept in contect with your long time friend Lee Joon. But you called him Joonie. Joonie called you last night and wanted you to come by their practice since you just got into town. He said he missed hanging out with you like you guys used too. You missed the same thing. He told you about his members so you decided to bring them something to eat. I’ve been practicing so much they didn’t really get to eat the foods they liked that much. You got to the building and called Joonie.

“Hey Joonie. I’m outside.” You said.

“Ok. I’m coming out.” He replied.

When he came and opened the door he looked at teh bag. “What did you bring me?” He said with a smile.

“It’s not just for you silly. It’s for all of you guys.” You said laughing. you loved him like he was your own brother. You were an only child so having him in your life meant everything.

“Come on then. I’ll introduce you to the guys.” He brought you inside andto the practice room. The guys were all sitting at the table all sweaty and tired. “Hey guys. This is my long time friend ___. She’s been overseas at school and just got back into town. And ___ this is Mir, Thunder, GO and Seungho. you don’t need to know their real names.” He said laughing.

You looked at all of them but for some reason your eyes always wandered over to Seunghos. “Hi guys. I brought you guys something to eat. I know Joonie here is always hungry so I brought enough for all of you. And from the looks like it you’ll probably eat it all.” The guys looked at you and Joonie and smiled. You already knew what they were thinking. “Now are not dating. He’s like my brother. Now eat.”

“She can be a force to be recond with so you guys better eat. trust me. I know all to well.” Joonie said laughing.

You took all the food out and put it on the table. then you place a bowl of rice in front of each of them. “You better eat it all too. You guys look like you haven’t eaten all day.” The guys looked at the food you brought and got excited. It was all of their favorites. You had Joonie tell you everything they like before just in case you needed the information like you did now. “Joonie told me what you guys liked and I pretty much brought everything. Enjoy.” You said then took out your phone. ” I have to make a phone call so I’ll be right back.” You walked outside to call your mother and tell her you were gonna be late coming home.

——SeungHo’s POV——

As I watched her walk into the room there was just this comanding presense to her and I like it. When she walked out of the roomI decided to ask Joon about her.

“So how long have you known ___?” I asked.

“I’ve known her since we were in the first grade. Her moms good friends with my mom. She has no brothers or sisters. She’s an only child. She was always like a sister to me. I don’t think I can imagine her out of my life. Why? Do you like her? He said teasingly and everyone looked at me.

“Why are you looking at me like that?” I said. “Ok. I think she’s cute. Do you want to give me her number?” I asked.

“Ok. I will but you better treat her nice.” He told me.

I just sat there and ate with a smile on my face waiting for ___ to come back into the room.

——JongHyun’s POV——

I walked into the office and she was standing by the window just starring out into the sky. I thought she would hear me when I walked in but then I noticed she had ear phones in her ears. I quietly shut the door and walked up behind her. I wrapped my arms around her and pulled her close. Then I pulled the earphones out of her ears.

“I dreamed of how you’d feel in my arms but this is so much better.” I said.

You walked into the office and shut the door. Too many memories were flooding through your mind. You grabbed your ipod from your purse and put the earphones in your ear. You played your wedding song. Talking to the guys brought back too many memories from the past. It’s been two years but it didn’t feel like it. You were just starring out the window when arms wrapped around you and pulled you close to their chest. Someone pulled your earphones out of your ears and you jumped but they pulled you harder to their chest. You turned around in their arms and noticed it was Jonghyun. “What are you doing?” You said as you looked up in his eyes.

“I dreamed of how you’d feel in my arms but this is so much better.” He said. “I wanted to see if you were alright. You had a sad look on your face when you left.”

“Can you let go? Someone might walk in at any time.” You said.

“I locked the door. Don’t worry. You sister told me what happened.” He said to you a little saddened.

“It was a long time ago.” You replied.

“It might have been a while ago but I can still see your hurting from it. Let’s go sit first. It looks like you need someone to talk to.” He said. He picked you up in his arms and walked over to the sofa in the corner by the window then set you down on his lap with his arms still around you. “I’m not letting you go just yet. Do you think that’s gonna happen again if we were ever to date?”

“I don’t know. I’m just scared.” You said trying to hide your face from him even though you were on his lap.

He grabbed your face lightly and tilted it towards his face. He gave you a light kiss on the lips. “I’m not him and our lives are different.” He was looking in your eyes.

“We just met. How do you even know you want me in your life?” You asked.

“When you know you know. There’s no other way to explain it. How do you feel in my arms?” Jonghyun asked.

“I feel comfortable and safe. I guess.” You said as you leaned your head down on his shoulder. “I just don’t want to be hurt anymore. When I lost him it was like my life was over. Then when people found out that he was on his way to get me they all decided to blame me and that hurt even more. I haven’t even been back to our house there since it happened. I just have a company clean it for me twice every week. Too many memories.”

“You need to go back and put the past in the past. And if you want sell the house. You need to move on with your life and I want to be in it with you if you’d let me.” He looked up at you with loving eyes.

“I’d actually like that. But let’s just ge tot know eachother first before we do anything serious. I don’t want to rush it. Exspecially since you have fans and everything. You never know what they’ll think.” You said looking at him. “I don’t want to go through that again with fans hating me.”

“Ok. We’ll take it slow. But, can I have a real kiss first. I’ve been wanting to do that since the first day I laid eyes on you.” He said looking at you.

You leaned up and kissed him. It was a light kiss at first but it turned into something more. You finally pulled your head away. “How was that?”

“It was so much more than I thought. Let’s go back out there. I’m sure Key and your sister are wondering if we’re killing eachother or something.” He said. 

You guys both got up and walked back out. You leading the way and Jonghyun following you. You knew he had a smirk on his face. You could just feel it. Jonghyun walked back to his set and sat down pulling you on top of him so you were on his lap again. You didn’t say any protest so your sister put a smile on her face.

“I see you worked things out.” She said to you. “I’m sorry that I told them about your past.”

“It’s ok. It needed to be said. I’m fine now. Someone actually convinced me about going to the house and looking it over. Taking what I want and then just selling the house. I need to move on I guess.” You said looking at Jonghyun.

“I’ve been saying that forever. Now you listen. Sheesh. I should have found you guys sooner. That way my life would have been a little easier.” She said laughing. “Why don’t you go home and relax today ___. You just got off the plane before you came here. I know your tired.”

“Ok.” You replied.

“I’ll bring you home.” Jonghyun volunteered. “Key I’ll meet you back at the house.” Key shook his head ok.

“Let me just grab my things and we can head out.” You said walking in the back again.

You walked into the kitchen with Mir and asked his mom what she would like you guys to do. You hated coming over for dinner and not helping with something. It just didn’t feel right. Nora asked you two to drive up to the orchards and pick some fruit to eat for dessert. Mir grabbed the keys off the table and you two headed out to the car. The guys saw the two of you leaving and they had big smiles on their faces. It was cute. You thought that Joon looked cute but for some reason nothing compared to Mir. Your mind always came back to him. It only took you a couple of minutes to get there. You two got out of the car and walked around picking friut.

“Your friends are really nice.” You said.

“Yea. They kind of grow on you.” He said laughing. “It looked like you were having a good time.”

“Yes I was. I think I like Joon the best.” You said with a little smirk he couldn’t see. You looked over at him and he was now frowning. “Are you jealous that I like Joon?” 

“No. Why would I be jealous?” He said trying to hide the fact. He was now leaning under a tree in the shade since it was still hot out.

You walked up to him and stopped when you were right in front. You were a little nervous because you’ve never done anything like this before. But since you were trying to start over you thought you would try something new. What were the odds of running into him again after you leave. You though. It never even crossed your mind you might fall for him so you let your nerves go. “You know. There’s only one person I like right now and it’s not Joon.” You leaned into him and leaned your hand on each side of his head. “I wonder what he’s gonna do about it.” You guys were practically skin to skin. All he had to do was lean in and kiss you. He was starring into your eyes. It felt like you were mezmerized by them. Then finally he wrapped his arms around you and pulled you closer before kissing you. It started of as a sweet loving kiss but then something change. It got more aggressive. Like you two couldn’t get enough of eachother. He picked you up and wrapped your legs around his waist. He turned you so that your back was up against the tree. You just didn’t want to let go. 

“We can’t do this here?” Mir said. “Wow. I don’t know what you do me. One minute I’m calm and happy and the next I just want to take you to bed. This has never happened before.”

“I know what you mean. I’ve never done that to anyone before either. I don’t even want to let go. But I know we have to head back.” You looked up into his eyes. “I knew there was something about you when I first laid eyes on you.” You said before you pulled his head back down for another kiss. You just didn’t want to let this moment go. You two were at it for what seemed like forever. Then suddenly Mir felt a vibration in his pocket. He pulled his head away and picked up his phone.

“Hello.” He said. “Yes. We’re on our way.”

“We have to head back. Mom said dinners ready.” He looked into your face and brushed your hair to the side. “You know your beautiful don’t you?”

You smiled at him and kissed him one last time before pulling your head away. “You know you’re gonna have to put me down and let go.”

“I don’t ever want to let you go.” He replied. But he did just that. He fixed your hair for you and checked your clothes to make sure you weren’t dirty. He laced his hand through yours and grabbed the basket of fruits you twopicked before you got destracted and walked to the car. He was so sweet he opened the door for you then got into the car himself. “This is gonna be an intresting night. Please stay away from Joon. I know he’s attracted to you.” He looked over at you.

It felt like he thought he wasn’t attractive at all. You looked over at him and lifted his chin. “Trust me. Joon’s got nothing on you.” You slid over and gave him a quick kiss before you reached the house. “Do I look ok? I don’t want your mom to think anything. Atleast right now. Maybe later on.” You said with a smirk.

“You look ravishing. Let’s go before someone says something.” Mir said.

You two walked into the kitchen and headed the fruit to his mom. “What took you guys so long?” She asked you.

“I’m sorry Nora. I was a little hot so we took a break and just sat under a tree talking for a little bit.” You replied.

“I’m sure that’s all you did.” Nora said smiling over at Mir. He couldn’t look into his mothers eyes which told Nora he did something. “This is turning out to be a good day.” She said laughing. You nudged Mir in the stomach and you both walked into the dinning room where everyone was waiting to eat. Mir sat down first. You were about to go sit next to him when Joon and Thunder grabbed you and pulled you down next to them.

“Sit with us.” They asked. You couldn’t say no so you sat. You gave Mir a little smile. You knew he didn’t want you sitting there but what could you. Dinner was a blast. You never had a real family dinner like this. Your table was always quiet. Your mother didn’t like any noise at the dinner table and your father didn’t like you guys bringing friends over to eat. They didn’t like you hanging out with anyone period. They wanted you to marry their friends son but you really didn’t like them so that’s why you left and that’s when you found your ex. Dating him was one of thebiggest mistakes of your life. You were just happy it was over and done with. You wished you had a family like this. Nora and her husband were so loving and caring. You wanted them for parents instead of your own. Nora kept looking over at you and smiling. You already knew what she was thinking. You felt a little embarrassed so you blushed. Mir noticed and told his mom to stop. He didn’t want anyone else knowing. When dinner was done you and Mir helped clean up while everyone else went to get cleaned up and change.

“Mir. Why don’t you walk ___ home. I don’t want her to go walking by herself at night.” His mom suggested.

He looked over at his mom and smile. “Ok. Let’s go.”

He said to you and you both walked out.

You went to work the next day and it wasn’t that busy. You made your rounds and saved Woohyun fro last. When you walked into the room he was just sitting on the bed staring out the window. It looked like he was really lonely. “How are you feeling?” You said.

It must have startled him because he kind of jumped. “Hey you. How have you been?” Woohyun ansered.

“I’ve been doing good. We’re not so busy today. So what would you like to do?” You asked.

“Huh? Your gonna spend your free time with me?” He asked confused.

“Of course. Didn’t we agree to be friends?” You said with a smile.

“Yes we did. So, tell me about yourself.” He asked.

“Let’s see. I already told you about my last relationship. I love to watch moveies, read and listen to music. You already know that. Just don’t ask me which song I like on your album best. You might not like the answer.” You said laughing.

“You don’t like my song the best?” He said with a sad face.

“Truthfully?” You asked. He shook his face yes. “I like SungGyu’s song the best. Sorry.” You gave him an apoligelic face.

“It’s ok. Atleast you were honest.” He replied. “Who do you like in the group best then?”

“Well, that’s easy. It’s you and Dongwoo.” You said with a smile.

“I better be first then.” He replied.

This went on for the next couple of weeks. You would go to his room to hang out whenever there was nothing for you do do around the hospital. You got to know him a lot better. You got along with him a lot better than your ex too. You were starting to get feeling for him little by little. You knew you’ve only known him for so long but people always say that when you find the one your suppose to be with it won’t take long to figure it out. You went to his room when you were about to leave work 3 weeks later. He was finally starting to walk around a little. Pretty soon he’d be out of the hospital so you wanted to spend as much time with him as you could. He was already sleeping on the bed. You walked up and pulled his blanket up to cover his body. He always liked to kick it off. You moved his hair away from his face.

“I know you probably can’t hear me but I think I’m falling for you. I just wish I knew what was in your heart.”

You leaned down and kissed him on the lips. He suddenly got up.

“Hey beautiful.” Woohyun said sleepily. “What was that for?”

“I just fely like it.” You said and leaned down and kissed him again. This time he pulled you down on the bed and kissed you properly. You finally lifted your head and looked into his eyes.

“That’s what you call a kiss.” He said smiling. “What time is it?” He was still half asleep.

“It’s time for me to go home. I’m coming in at 10am to leave alittle early tomorrow. I just wanted to come in and say goodnight but someone was already sleeping.” You replied.

“Stay with me tonight. I want to have you by my side. Please.” He asked.

You walked out into the hallway and told the nurses not to go into his room until you came into work tomorrow. He didn’t want to be desturbed. You walked back into the room. “OK. Just for you.”

He pulled the blanket away from his body so you could lay down on the bed next to him. You climbed on and he wrapped the blanket over the two of you. He turned onto his side and pulled your back into his chest. He then whispered into your ear. “I think I like you too.” Before he fell back asleep. Those words lingered in your head until you yourself fell asleep too. You woke up at 8:30 the next morning. Woohyun was still sleeping. You lifted his arm trying to get out of bed the next morning but right when you lifted his arm he woke up.

“Where are you going?” He asked.

“I gotta be back at work in an hour and a half. I gotta go home and shower. I’ll see you in a little bit.” You leaned over and gave him a kiss. Then left. When you looked back he had a big smile on his face.

You went home, showered and changed. You stopped by the bakery and picked up some things for you and Woohyun to eat for breakfast. You got to the hospital and bid everyone good morning before you quietly walked into Woohyun’s room thinking he went back to sleep. When you walked in you got the shock of your life. Woohyun had a girl in his arms and they were kissing. You tried to leave quietly before he saw you. You were almost out the door when you heard him say your name in shock. You quickly rushed out and into the doctors lounge to hide out. You heard the nurses talking while making their coffee. They came over and sat with you.

“Did you see that girl this morning?” One nurse asked the other.

“Yea. I think that she’s Woohyun’s ex girlfriend. But then again I never heard that they broke up so maybe she’s still his girlfriend. Doctor ____ do you know who she is? I know your friends with him now.: The nurse asked.

“Nope. I have no idea myself. But who really cares. I think I’ll call his manager to have him discharged today. He can walk now so he can definally go home.” The nurses looked sad. “I’m sorry.” You said.

“No it’s ok. Now we can see him on stage again.” The nurses replied.

——Hoya’s POV——

I was sitting at the dinner table with the other guys. I wanted to go home early but we had to sit through the whole dinner. My phone started to vibrate all of a sudden. You checked your text’s and it was ____. Finally. Now I don’t have to worry about her not calling. I’m happy that she didn’t make me wait forever. I texted her back. I didn’t think she’d text again knowing that I was at a dinner. But when I looked she sent me a picture. It make my face turn red. I was that happy. The other guys all looked at me weird. They kept asking what was wrong but I said I was fine. There was a message under the picture. It made me laugh. I never thought she was like that. She had a lot of surprises to her. I liked that. I saved the picture and sent it to my computer just in case. By the time we finally got home from the dinner it was really late so I ended up knocking out real fast.

The next morning I found out we had the whole day to ourselves. I imediantly grabbed my phone and texted ____.:

Do you have any plans today? I have the day free so I wanted to take you to lunch. ~Hoya

She wrote me right back.:

Nope I’m free. How about we meet at the park at 1 and then we can just go from there. ~____

Ok. Sounds good. See you there.

I was happy she had today off. I was a little worried she was gonna say no.

You were at home eating breaking reading the newspaper. You were still a little embarrassed that you ended up sending that picture last night. You were showing anything in it but the fact that he probably knew you were in the tube made your face red. You had the rest of the week off. Then you had to go overseas to do some promotions. You showered and dressed in shorts, a nice top and matching sneakers. You were just gonna go spend the day out walking and doing some shopping. You never had time to do anything anymore. As you were about to leave you got a text. You looked at your phone and it was Hoya asking if you wanted to meet for lunch. You told him to meet you at the park at 1 so you only had an hour before then. You decided to swing by your managers office to see what your schedule was. You walked into her office to see what she was doing.

“Hey boss. What’s the plan for next week?” You said smiling.

“Hey ___. Didn’t expect you today. Well, we have the Japan promotions. Then Thailand, France and Italy. You books are becoming reall popular everywhere. How’s your day going?” She asked.

“Well, actually I’m going on a date.” You said.

“What? Wow. ___ on a date. Never thought I’d see the day.” She said laughing.

“Yea. I’ll have to introduce you sometime. Well, gotta run. I’ll catch you up later. Don’t want to be late.” You said walking out.

You walked into the park and he was already waiting for you on the bench. “Hi handsome. Been waiting long?” You asked.

“Nope. Just got here.” He said smiling at you. “So what do you want to do?”

“I was thinking about walking around and doing some shopping then eating some lunch.” You said.

“That sounds great.” He said. He got up and grabbed your hand and laced his fingers through yours. “Now I’m ready to go.” 

You looked down at your hands and then up at his face and smiled. You guys started walking to the store.